Mental Cleanse Chapter 8 Think and Grow Rich

Procrastination, I have dealt with it all my life. I have
always taken a little tooo long to do what it is I had
decided to do and yes I changed the decision a lot.
Which left me worse off than when I first made the decision.
I have always relied on the wrong people to help me in
making decisions. I have taken opinions from those that have
wanted me to stay the "little girl" they have always seen me
as. I am always a step behind them and they like it this way.

So I had to make a quick decision to separate myself from
these people. Was this easy, NO. In doing so I slipped back
to procrastination. Did I do the right thing for my kids, myself,
my husband? Slowly killing every dream and goal I had set for
myself. I was drowning in self pity and honestly NOT liking the
"me" I was becoming.
I half heartedly listened to these calls, and actually fell asleep
a few times during them.
Then, I made another quick decision to go on a little trip to Texas.
I couldn't think about it anymore! I had to ACT! This was also in
part because of another little mastermind group within my team
of leaders who were "believing in me, even though I wasn't
convinced to believe in myself."
So I went to Texas, met awesome leaders. People of all walks
of life, short, tall, red headed, some wore glasses, some didn't,
it didn't matter what they looked like, they were my family! Not
in the traditional sense, but family that all wanted the same thing,
SUCCESS! Success for themselves, all those around them, and for
ME! Do you know what it is like to be in a room of amazing people,
who all have positive energy flowing from them. Let me tell you,
amazing is not a good enough word. I don't think one has been
made up for what that feeling is like!
What is amazing though, is the fact that not only did I meet these
wonderful leaders face to face, but I now almost everyday get to
listen to them, and I am soaking up every bit of advice they are
giving! I am positive, without one doubt that I am SUCCESSFUL,
I am achieving my dreams and goals.
Did you ever see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory? Maybe read the
book? Do you remember at the end when Charlie and Mr.Wonka rode the
elevator straight out of the building through the glass roof? Do you
remember wondering if they would make it? Then when they did the
joy in your heart? I do!! Let me tell you I have just broke through
the glass roof and I am flying high above it all!
Wooo Hooo, what a feeling!
Love to you all,
Rhonda Wudarczyk